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Sunday, November 23, 2008

gosh. 

have been looking thru my old photos on my laptop and came across my taipei pictures. that was me, taken in september this year. and i looked at myself in the mirror. *shakes head scary how NS can change someone so much.

13 more working days before i POP and get as far away from that island as possible. and hopefully, by that time, i'll get the blogging bug back again and churn out lengthy posts that i used to do so before enlisting. it's like, after enlisting, i've lost the mood to blog as long as i did before. for whatever reason, i dunno too. :x

*randomly ends the blog post

J'ai ai toujours voulu dire ceci à toi, mais de façon ou d'autre, j'avais toujours manqué du courage de faire ainsi. J'ai déjà maintenu ceci dans mon coeur pour très un à long terme, attendant cette occasion spéciale, pour que ce moment dise ces mots à toi…
nicky ♥ 1:03 PM
20th birthday!
Sunday, November 16, 2008
well, that's it. my 20th birthday. 20 years of my life spent here, on earth, on this tiny little island called singapore. i've had my share of joy, of fun, of sadness, of depression, of tension, of worry, of angst, of emo, of excitement, of worry, of anxiety. special thanks to all of whom had helped me celebrate my birthday- my parents, family, tricia, yujie, kisaki, kevin, melvin, and all those who wished me on the phone/sms/facebook.

*i'm not typing a long entry cos i've lost the blogging bug! and it sucks when u haf to book in at 7pm during yr birthday.
nicky ♥ 4:55 PM

my first birthday prezzie!
nicky ♥ 12:10 AM
Saturday, November 01, 2008
i feel blessed. to have this group of frens that are always around me, that are always dere for me, to pick me up when i'm feeling down, to share my happiness and joy when i'm happy, to comfort me when i'm feeling down and depressed, to lift me out of my emo-momo ness. =)
i'm being ranpical now- a quiz that i've seen on some blogs. :p

1. What people done that will make you hate him/her most?
Being fake and not meaning what they say.

2. What is your most favorite thing to do?
Lazing on my sofa, with the TV on MTV, and reading my shoxx magazine.

3. What kind of news do you read?
Entertainment, local.

4. What is your ultimate wish?
To do whatever i want, whenever i want.

5. Is there someone in your heart right now?
Hmmmmmm. ;)

6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
Hell NO.

7. Are you afraid of pain?
To a certain extent, yes. BFF, i noe u're cringing right now. :p

8. What do you feel like doing right now?
Go to Tokyo&Osaka for a hot springs tour.

9. If theres someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
I dunno; i would have to see whether my feelings for him/her are going to be reciprocrated or not. i dun believe in a one-sided, or worse, un-requited love.

10. What you can live without at the moment?
My iPod!

11. What is your 5 most passionate things at this moment?
- Complete NS as fast as possible
- Get my highly-delayed driving license
- Save enuff money for that Tokyo/Osaka trip
- Cosplay-ing 
- Starbucks/ tcc coffee

12. If you have to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what will it be?
Potatoes. In all sorts of COOKED forms. :D

13. If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one will you pick?
Happy, most definitely.

14. If you have a chance , which part of your character you would like to change?
My impetousness.

15. How do you see yourself in 10years time?
A young, fit and happy young man running a chain of hugely successful visual-kei themed cafes.

16. What is the one thing that you love about yourself?
My love for studying and books. :p

17. If you can bring only one thing along with you to the another world, what will it be?
LOL. my laptop with all the photos inside.

18. Why am I in love w/ the person i'm loving so much?
Becos of his/her character. 

19. What am i planning to do from now on ?
Slack as much as i can in Ns, get the hell outta there, and into a university of my choice. 

:)
nicky ♥ 11:47 AM